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The passing of Patrick Zakhm's father and his spiritual contacts with him afterward - 2019 - Lebanon

"My dad have been ill for a while then one night he started having breathing problems. He have had similar problems in the past and he was given medications and he was fine afterward. This time it was a bit different. We helped clearing the problem and he started breathing normally like before. We left him to sleep because it was very late at night around 2 am in the Morning. My father stayed with us until the end. In the morning I got a heavy knock on my room door. I opened the door then ran to my dad’s room. The nurse there tell me there’s nothing. I approached him lying in his bed the moment I put my hand on him I knew right away that he’s gone. We tried to revive him to no avail. We called the ambulance they arrived few minutes later and they tried to revive him and got nothing. The ambulance nurses suggested to take my father to the hospital to try to revive him there. Taken to the hospital after but unfortunatly they could not do anything else. Dad stayed with us until the end. He was 87 years old. The whole thing was like being in a dream, a nightmare, you are following through with what is going on yet you cannot grasp what just happened. I was thrown into another nightmare just like the one I was put into when my mother passed away in 2015".

"About an hour later my spiritual window above and in front of me opened on it's own and there is my father. He was standing in a somewhat lit area and his back was toward me and only his head and shoulders were visible to me. There was pure white light shining on him from above. I felt him much younger but I could not tell his age. Most souls after the physical death experience appear much younger in the spirit world because they go back to the time they were the most happy. My father's back, head and shoulders were only visible to me and the area around him was pitch black. Yet, I could feel there was a lot of people around him, he was not alone.passed and there was alot of people around him but were not visible to me. Then I hear him saying in a bit of an angry tone in Lebanese"Ya khayyeh tawil bilak 3layeh swai"- "my brother, have some patience on me". It was as if my father was being bothered by someone who wanted my dad to do something but my father could not do(or refused to do?). He was wearing something dark, bordeaux color maybe but I could not see clearly what. He stayed visible and in this position and situation standing for 2-3 hours. Then I called in thoughts my father and told him to stay calm, the situation he is in is only temporary. Then boom! The moment I said that the whole ambiance/situation he was in changed completely and the ambiance got relaxed. I started to see movements but could not see clearly what is going on. It felt like my dad was holding his ground and did not want to move or go anywhere with anybody. Until I talked to him and when that happened he had calmed down and who ever was around him turned then left altoguether with my father. Then I stopped seeing my father's soul after that".

"The first picture on top is me, my mom and dad. The picture right above this line here is me and my dad at Henri Bourrassa park, Montreal, Canada"

"My father was in the first spiritual plane just like my mom when she passed away. This is a plane where one awakens to the fact that he is no longer in the physical world. And a soul in this plane get to see his loved ones, family members, friends etc anyone still alive in the physical world. Souls also receive temporary visits from loved ones in this plane too. Once a soul is in this plane going up into other planes is not allowed yet. And when the time comes and this can be in days, weeks, months or even years. This stay last as long as a soul is needed to stay here until purified properly from particular attachments to the physical world. After that highly spiritual souls will come and take the soul to another higher spiritual plane for another type of purification for some time then after that taken to yet another higher plane. These passages from plane to plane go on normally if the soul was a good soul. If the soul was not and have done terrible things in the physical plane like commiting murder or theft and so forth she will be taken to planes to suffer sepecifically prepared according to their physical criminal acts."

"Now, about a day later I saw the soul of my father again. My spiritual window opened on it's own and there he is. I can see him but he is not clear, he was being shown to me by my spirit guides. My father did not know I was watching him. He looked much younger then when he passed away. He was in his fifties, around 55-60 years old and he was smoking. Wearing a light beige T-shirt with tiny squares patterns(squares turns out to be his favorite pattern on cloth)on it and the sides/corners of these squares were light blue colored. He was standing facing me with someone else about his age but much shorter. I could not see this other man I only felt his presance close to my father. It felt as if he was also smoking(he was a big smoker). The way my father was standing is similar to someone waiting for the bus, his back is leaned onto a wall with the right leg raised/knee bent and foot touching the wall behind. It was like he s waiting for someone or something to happen. He would look toward me as he talk then turn to his right then talk some more and kept repeating that looking in my direction(but not at me)talk and talk then turn to his right and continue talking. He was talking to a person (male)with him, laughing a bit, making a joke then getting serious a bit then another joke and so on. It was the ambiance of a young single men chit chat thing. I only saw him for a short period of time for around 30-40 minutes long. Then i stopped seeing him spiritually."

"Then around couple of hours later my spiritual window above and in front of me opens and im seeing my father with a large crowd of people all around him. There was a crowd standing in line to my father's right side and and the rest of the crowd were around him on his left as he was walking forward from right to left(please check my sketch below). Most were men and my father happy and excited is greeting each and everyone of them and talking a bit to each and saying things like" Hey Toni...hello..how are?" or "how's your son George?..is he still in the same office?"..or "Hey Phillip..how are you?. .how is your son joseph doing? Is he still here or left back to Paris?". He knew each and everyone very well in there. My father had a lot of friends because of where worked in the goverment registering cars and examining their mechanical conditions. So each time a person who want to register a new car he bought he will have to pass through my father to get all this done. So he have made a lot of friends from that and became known wherever he goes. I hardly ever went with him in his car without being stopped left and right by people greeting him and he would know their names and greet them back in return. So the souls I was seeing all around him were most probably the souls of his friends(who have died before him) because i didn't see anyone I know. He had an unique memory. He would know and call people by their name, their family names, what is the name of their fathers and forefathers and from which part in Lebanon this or that family are originally from? If you just mention a Lebanese family name, he will tell what is their religion, where they're from originally, what part of Lebanon there are in, and many families carrying the same family name and so forth. He was just incredible".

"Around 11:30 pm the same day, I made contact with my father again. I called him and right away my spiritual window opened and there he was. He was not clear but I can see through that it was him. He was very happy to be talking to me. He lit up literally from happiness. So we started talking but I can barely hear him and I cant hear him in full only parts of what he was saying. Then I explained more things to him. I asked him if he has seen everyone? He said no not everyone but many have come to visit him. I told him he will see everyone in time. They will all come when they can. So we talked and talked and I continued talking to him and explaining things and he was all ears and replying by saying"eeh"(yes) or "Haiik lakin"(is that so, or"really?"). Then afterward I excused myself telling him I have to go to sleep. I was very tired that day and was quiet late."

"At another day I was with family members talking then we started sharing experiences about my father. There was all kind of stories and experiences about him but in one of them that was a bit personal the moment it was recounted all of a sudden my spiritual window opened and there is my father very upset. He was actually in rage. He was apparently listening to us and what he heard in thoughts going around and being shared on him did not please him at all. I pulled away from the gathering then I started to calm him down telling him that he did these things that family members were talking about and they were only sharing experiences. "No one was mocking you" I said "and no one was bad mouthing you, they were only sharing their experiences about you "I continued. He calmed down a bit but then I can see him and feel him erupting in rage again and now I can barely hear him. Then he said something like" I have respect for you but this has gone way too far". I repeated the same things said above to him and that there was nothing more to that then that but my father turned around then left."

"I was very surprised why he got so mad. It turned out that he was a very sensitive person with a short fuse and an explosive temper. This was news to me. I have seen his angry aggressive side and so did the whole family on many occasions and everyone were scared of him but I did not know he had this explosive nature at all. I have seen that same type of sensitivity in 2 other members of my family and wondered where they got THAT from? Now I knew, most certainly from my father."

"At another occasion I was talking to a cousin of mine that my father respected. When I mentioned to my cousin that my dad got pissed when he heard me and other members of the family sharing experiences about him then my cousin said " O boy!..O yeah! That's That's how he was very explosive character and even against his own brothers and sisters. He would go ballistics for nothing. He was scared from only his father and nobody else" ."He was a person very hard to deal with"he continued. As I was talking to my cousin my spiritual window opens(forcively opened) and here come forth my father. He kept himself a bit far. He did not say nothing. He gave few short laughs and I felt his vibrations hardening and he was controlling himself not to blow up again like he did with me earlier. He was listening to the stories my cousin was sharing with me. My cousin told me that these stories actually came from my father himself. There was another cousin of mine nearby and she also told me about something her mom shared with her about my father how he would erupt like a volcano for very absurd things and became quiet violent."

"Above is dad, granny(mom's mom)and my aunt(a nun)behind her"

"The day that followed people were still coming in to pay their respect. My dad was very known in his city. As we waited for more people to arrive to pay their respect my spiritual window opened and I got a glimpse of my dad passing by above in front of me coming from the left and going to the right. And he was extremely clear but he was not looking at me. It was my spirit guides that were showing me what he clearly looked now, his face looked like. That's when I could sens that he actually was in his fifties. Before my dad passed by one of my uncle(my dads youngest brother Joseph) who've been gone long time ago approached me from above without showing himself to me. He was laughing saying something like"Waiin badaak..hawn?"(where do you want ?..Here?). My uncle's laughter followed then my dad passed by and that's when I saw him clearly momentarily. It was as if my dad told my uncle to come to wait here a bit.My uncle only stayed for few seconds then left."

"On another day it was at night then I hear my father up there very angry at someone down here in the physical plane and he was saying" Hal ibn el sharmoutah haida!..shou hal ibn el sharmoutah haida!"(big words against a male). I did not know who he was watching to say something like that but I tried to calm him down by sending a thought to calm him down telling him that nobody escapes anything, the day will come that everyone will pay for what they have done."He heard me but his concentration stayed on that fella that his actions were pissing off my dad. Then about an hour later I stopped hearing or sensing my dad, he moved out of my windows view."

"My father came again few times after and he was sad a little so I talked to him and explained how are things where he is and he just need to stay calm and the situation he is in is only temporarey. Then one time as he came in he asked me if there was any way one can get out or get away from where he was? I explained that most souls go through the plan he is right now and stay a while that this is normal and it is part of the soul purifications process. And no one can escape that, all souls go through the same procedures after the physical death. Depending on how they lived their lives of course in the physical, they will go through different purification processes. And he seemed to understand what I said. But i still cannot see him clearly or hear him well. He stayed a bit then left."

"One morning, I hear my dad up there talking and talking and talking. He s not upset he's just talking alot with somebody that have come to pay him a visit. Usually when he was comfortable in the physical world he would only talk too much when he is with a person he likes or love. This lasted for a bit."

"My father when he come through from above through my spiritual window he usually stand in a particular area away from me to give me freedom and he could not see much. Couple of days later he came through again as usual and stood where he stand and then it s like an argument erupt up there. Someone seems to be pissing off my father, I did not understand why until later. I could not see who he was arguing with up there or how many souls where near him. I was vaguely hearing an argument and vaguely seeing my dad. The argument lasted for a while. It was like someone wanted my father to come with him/them but my father didnt want to. Things got worst after, then I can feel my father was struggling and fighting with whom ever he was arguing with. I felt he was trying to push away whom ever was there and wanted my dad to come with them and my dad refusing. The struggle lasted for hours non stop. It was strange because no one seems to get tired with all this struggle. I intervened few times to calm things down but I could not change anything. I tried to calm my father but this did not change things much either. Then I felt that my father was taken away and he was still pissed but things calmed down later on and I no longer picking up that he was still angry anymore. The understanding to what just happened came to me later. My father was not suppose to be on the first spiritual plane but on the second plane. That's why at the beguining when I was seeing his head and back and shoulders. Higher spiritual souls were telling my dad to come with them because he was not suppose to be here but my dad refused. So they let him go a bit but then they came and took him by force to the second spiritual plane where he suppose to be."

"When he was young my father was a boxer and an arm wrestler and everyone was scared from him in his town. He was a tough guy and when he gets into a a physical fight he would bring down the biggest badass with just one punch. I have heard many stories from people who knew him and from my father himself. When ever there was a fist fight my dad's best friends first step was to come get my dad."

"About a day or two after, It was in the morning I called spiritually my dad. I right away made contact with him but he was no longer where he was before. He was now on a much higher and brighter plane then before. He has moved into the second spiritual plane. I cannot see him only hear him now and I can also pick up what he is feeling. His emotions are visible to me know. So from hearing him in thoughts I was also sensing what he was feeling that he was very happy. He seemed to be waiting somewhere similar to where my aunt Alice(his sister) went through and waited for months before going up to the third plane. So I started explaining more things to him and he got happier and happier then I mentioned my mother Georgette that she's up there too on the third plane and that she will come to visit him when she is allowed/able to then my dad said"Daklik ya sitteh il saideh". He used to say this to my mom when he was alive usually to piss her off a tini tiny bit. So my dad got happier. I continued talking in thoughts and explaining things to him then excused myself for now."

"On the 8th of october 2019 around 7 pm I could hear both my mom and my dad toguether, dad is very happy making jokes and saying and repeating" daklik ya sitteh elsaideh" again and again just like he used to say to her in the physical world with my mother and I could hear her talking to him but I could not exactly hear what she is saying to him. Her visit did not last long, only a for around half an hour. Then I stopped hearing my mom and the excitement from my dad ambiance went down quiet a bit."

"Dad keeps his visits to me from time to time approaching me from above(to give his opinions or suggestions)from the second spiritual plane where he is right now. I do not see him spiritually no more. Only feel his thoughts and presance specially when he want to say hi. I would open a short conversation with him in thoughts and feel his emotions through the thoughts I'm picking up from him".

"Below is a video I shot myself. My father was invited by my cousing for an arm wrestling match. This was the second invitation, the first one my dad one with no problems at all but I did not record this match unfortunatly. In this second match my dad felt sorry for my cousin and didn't want to beat him again. So he did not win as you can see but held his position and did not allow my cousing to even move 1 cm. My cousin surrendered and was again very surprised how strong my dad is and said"It's incredible, his arm is like concrete". My cousing has been going to the gym for several month to pump up his muscles but still that didn't help or change anything :) My dad was 84 years old in this video. This video clip can be watched "Here".

Patrick Zakhm

"Below is a rough drawing I made of what I was shown psychically about my father upon him entering the spirit world and being given a warm welcome by his friends who were all waiting for him on all sides."